246.

i dont feel like talking about it,
but i want it to be known.

we talked about this,
i felt like breaking down.

i felt like crying my heart out
outside in the dark night.

but i stayed strong,
i stayed strong just for her.

i made it better by
giving him a hug.

listening to yo-yo ma,
while drawing with crayons.

all together except for one,
or maybe two.

i think we'll manage ok,
we always do.

only 4 of us now,
with one more just-friend.