for realzies

1.i would absolutely die if he hated me (after all, he is pretty much the star of the show in my dreams).
2.mom and i shared a pretty big glass of watered down red wine (my mom doesn't like drinking water by itself) while watching Charlie Bartlett. and i have to say, Charlie Bartlett is just as good as Harold and Maude. ESPECIALLY since it has one of my favorite songs by cat stevens in it.
3.i'm doing pretty darn well at hiding from the sun.
4.i'm officially in at insight. and i'm officially STAYING HOME FOR MY FIRST YEAR AT HIGH SCHOOL! WOOT WOOT!
wait. hold the fucking phones (quote from charlie bartlett).

am i staying at home because i'm scared of what high school is all about? am i so scared of my stomach that i dont even want to show up at school?

nah.

long time no see old friend

me:what is up homes?
you:oh nothin much
me:thats pretty cool
you:how about you?
me:nothing cool. my one good neighbor moved to arizona a couple days ago.
you:oh i'm sorry.
me:oh its fine.
you:ok
me:so thats pretty much it.
silence
you:why haven't you been on your blog?

AAAAAAAH!

i am so sick of school i could throw up.
i dont care if theres only 14 more days or whatever.
i want it to end now.

JAVIER

IS DEAD!

ahhh sexy

where's waldo?

i'm disappointed.

i used to like everything seperate from each other.


now i like it all mixed together

so i can taste all the flavors in one bite.



i wish everyone could take baths at school.

and your right mom, that really is the truth. sadly yes, that is the truth. it makes me feel sad and disappointed that they have to be that way. and they have to make me feel like shit. but thats just the way it goes.

chang smith

is my snail name.

and i officially am marrying toru, and i'm wearing that yellow kimono dress that made me look like a prostitute.

the medalias babysat me over the weekend.

it was fucking awesome.


or boss-hoggin as katie would say.