depressing

I had this long talk with my mom today, and we were talking about my dad, and i found out a bunch of stuff that i had never known about before. It was stuff i'm glad i know now, but i'm not exactly thrilled about.
The thing that most bugs me is my dad was going to break up with my mom [before they married] and leave her with his baby daughter (me)to move to hawaii. It turns out my mom made sure they got married and she moved to hawaii with him (with me of course). it amazes me she actually married him after him wanting to leave her and his baby.
I just cant believe he would leave my mom with his baby like that, thats HIS child too. You can imagine how special i felt when i found that out today. He never fails to make me feel like shit. I lost so much respect for him when my mom told me that (but then again, i didn't respect him before i knew either, so it doesn't really matter).
Another thing i was informed of was about his whidbey island property. You see, he bought this property before he met my mom, and when they got married he made my mom give the payments for every month or whatever. But then my mom refused to keep paying the payment, it was his deal and he's the one who should be paying for it, but then he just ignored the whole thing and wouldn't pay the bills for it! So now these people have this lawyer and are going after my MOM because my dad doesn't have any money and they didn't get anything from him. now my mom has to deal with all of that and she said its possible they'll try and take our house. (personally, i dont think it'll actually happen, but i just think the whole thing is just plain wrong.
And today my dad got another dog. hurray. (sarcasm) Its another animal my sisters will grow attached to that he'll get rid of eventually. just give him a month or two, i know him too well. It hurts me to know that he's just going to hurt them again and again. I just dont know what he's thinking.
THere was so much i found out today, i'm kind of overwhelmed, i didn't type all of it, i just dont feel like it right now.