I'm very upset right now. I usually run on my treadmil everyday (weekdays) for 20 or 30 minutes, and so i had a little "vacation" with my family, and i didn't run on the treadmil for like 3 days, and so now i feel so gross and fat. And i gained 2 pounds over that time, in just 3 days! This is insane.
I'm also scared that i'm finally at that stage of puberty where i have to really watch what i eat and work out more. My hips are getting way bigger than what they used to be. Almost none of my jeans or khakis fit me any more. Its kind of depressing and its putting me in a bad mood. I know i should just probably go back to my normal schedule of working out and stuff, but i'm still feeling poopy about it. I should really just forget about it and shake it off, its just hard though. Especially if i feel like eating (pigging out) more when i'm feeling fat. It kind of doesn't make any sense but when i feel good about myself i dont want to eat as much as when i feel poopy about myself. I'm too confusing for my own good.