clothes

i hate it when i find the cutest clothes ever and they are WAY too expensive! Like, i'll fall in love with this sweatshirt, and it'll be $88!!! HOW INSANE IS THAT? it made me so mad! It was by far the most clac sweatshirt around! lol! And it was Lucky Brand, which makes it even cooler. IT WAS A HIPPIE SWEATSHIRT! LOL! I WANT IT SO BAD! HAHAHAHAH!

I was going through my stuff at my dad's house today and i found some of my old clothes from like 5th grade that i totally forgot about! lol! I had a blast from the past! lol! (wow, i'm a dork) hahahahaha! I found one of my shirts that i used to LOVE! and i tried it on, and it still fit! (well, almost, the sleeves were waaaaay too short! lol!)

another thing i hate about clothes is if you think about it, they make you feel like shist/scopatta sometimes! They can make you feel self-conscious, insecure, depressed, and unhappy. For instance, if you have a pair of jeans that you absolutely love and fit you (and look great) they'll make you feel good, right? They'll make you feel confident and crap, but what if a couple months later they dont fit you anymore! Doesn't that just suck? i hate that! and its happened to me so many times! It makes me feel like a fat cow that i cant fit in my jeans anymore! lol!

I think its hilarious how sales people lie to their customers! One time i was trying on these pants, and i came out to see myself in the mirror (to see what i looked like in 'em) and they looked horrrible on me but the lady who was helping me said, "ooooh! those look so good!" in the most fake enthusiastic voice ever! lol! I was like, "thank you!" and when she left i started laughing to myself! lol! I think thats great!

My favorite time of the year to shop is august, when everyone is school shopping! Because mom and tim will pay for all the crap for me, and i dont have to pay for anything! hurray! lol! Cause its all stuff i need! lol!