my stupid emotions/hormones

i keep having short crushes with jacob, its really stupid of me. i think i'm just missing him liking me, so i'm just missing the attention, so i start to like him when he stops liking me. So now he has a totally hot girlfriend, i'm green with envy. Why do i do shit like this to myself? I need to find someone. Because i'm making life harder for myself this way. I guess its a good thing i at least know why i'm having little school girl crushes on him. Everything will work out in the end i guess. Another thing that's been bugging me is jacob's been acting wierd around me lately too. Its almost as if he's too "cool" for me now, and i'm just an embarrasment to him. Especially around whatsername. damn him! lol! (just kidding) but he invited me to go to the fair with him, but then i guess he just forgets about it, and goes without me! (he doesn't even tell me about it or anything!) i thought that was rude. Is it just me? Cause i know that sometimes i CAN over-react. *Sigh*
There has been someone who i think i like, i barely know him at all, so i dont have a "crush" yet. but he's so intriguing, he makes me curious. He's like one of those people u just want to know. To me, he reminds me of all of my friends into one.