hmmm..

i was thinking a lot earlier, about very deep thoughts. and i was actually making sense to myself. i just wish i could type everything down. and if i even try i'm scared i'll forget something and no one will understand me. then what would the point be? it would be pointless! i just wish i could've shared my deep sensical thoughts with someone. but then again who would i share them with? i would be laughed at by my sisters, katie would call me emo and be bored with me, my mom... uhhh, that would just be weird and she wont understand, she'll just start asking quesions i dont want to answer (same with rhonda), so i guess i'm better off not telling anyone my deep sensitive thoughts... thats pretty sad.

i need a sensitive friend i can talk to in the person.

because unlike what people may think or say about me. i do have a lot to say. thats not my problem. people just dont listen. or better yet, they dont ask.