Tuesday, January 15, 2008

fuck [i think im pms'ing]

everything i do is wrong wrong wrong.


i miss nathan jarvis.
i miss not disappointing everyone.
i miss hiding,
i miss being alone.
i miss missing.


i forgot what it felt like to be so miserable.
mom and mally are sick, so the house is chaos chaos chaos.

what do i miss? do i miss nothing? do i forget?



what do i even want?

all i know is what i dont.



1 good thing today:
katie made a new nickname for me: piss face lol, she has no clue how much that made my day ; )

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Another good thing?
I love you!!!

Marissa said...

oh thank you thank you!
it makes me feel better knowing people love me ;)