i feel hope, pride, and loneliness

guess who kept the note i wrote them on their youtube channel? BLACKSTONE! i always miss that little bitch. i really did love him. oh well, if you want to see for yourself, the proof is here: http://www.youtube.com/user/blackstone012. he'll never know how helpless/sick/happy/rejoiceful/frustrated/drained/hopeful he makes me feel.