i want to feel the misery that makes your heart feel like its been crushed to a million pieces

i want the dark,
i want rain,
bring on the misery,
that cold feeling my heart craves,
i can take it,
i'm strong,
so bring it on me,

i want to be lonely,
i want tears,
streaming down my face,
just let me flush it out,
its nothing new,
i can take it,
so bring it on