little quickies

a quiet voice,
a forgotten world,
how would she feel,
if he disappeared,

a little deserted,
a little broken,
a little fallen apart...



a door-
shut,
a gate-
locked,
i swore
i would open
but not
tonight



i hear my thoughts,
i hear my heart,
i hear people's talk,
but i can't hear,
my own voice,


do i need him,
i dont know,
there's no future,
if i stay,
misery will come,
if i go,
fate will tell,
until then,
i just let go



no one knows,
what i think,
they dont care,
what i thought,
i am what i am,
they are what they are


golden rules are taught by teachers,
the rules of dark are taught by peers,
rules of contradictions are taught by me


a smile reaches my face,
as a breeze goes on by,
another fall day begins,
but not one i'll enjoy,
bus comes, i have to depart,
bringing dread into my head,
cause school is cruel,
could it be worth it?
cole is there...
dead eyes mine have become,
does it show as i think it would?
doubt fills my heart,
even if i dont want it,
english is horrid although the
ending is near,
forever it seems i am cursed,
finishing school is poop,
finally at the end of the day its done