*sigh*

*another sigh* i've made my conclusion.
he's only super nice to me because he knows i like him and he doesn't want to hurt my feelings. i know this because i dont really know and whenever i am super nice back he ignores it. this is very confusing to me, but what all the facts line up to is he doesn't like me. no matter what my friends think. i know in my heart that he doesn't. and if my heart is wrong, that means i have the worst intuition ever. oh well. i am now officially in a sucky mood. AAH! SCREW HIM!! SCREW MY DAD! (btw, he called me today to have that talk mom's making him do so i ignored the call)!!!! SCREW MY LIFE!!! SCREW MY SADNESS!!! SCREW EVERYTHING!!!

i just dont give a fuck anymore, i'm now just to worn out.

i feel weak


i hate this!!!

am i the only one who feels this way?

no one fucking knows.

I ONLY KNOW WHAT I THINK, AND WHAT I THINK ABOUT IS WHAT I DONT KNOW.