Saturday, October 20, 2007

my old group :(

i love them, i always will, they were who i used to belong with. seeing them again made me happy but sad at the same time. i was the girl on the outside looking in, they're doing well without me. i love how some haven't changed at all, and then theres some who have changed a lot. of course there's the select few who will always be there for me, god bless. i just dont know what i want anymore. if i did go back, things wouldn't be the same, if i stay where i'm at i'll live on, but i wont forget, ever.

i know in my heart, that i'll always have myself and my family. friends come and go, u cant blame urself for loses. or would they be called loses? they are there, i know that. i'm just not one of them anymore, i can feel it. i'm what they lost.

1 comment:

softball.is.my.life said...

omg marissa i totally got choked up there. no kidding. I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!!!! (wow i dont usually swear but i think itwas appropriate there lol!!!) WE ALL MISS U MARISSA!!!!!!! and when u say the girl on the outside- i dont think u ever were, but i know what u mean whenu say that