uhhh..

ahem, excuse my language, i was just mad and frustrated. i feel better now that i got it out though. (and its better i typed it than saying it outloud, and i WAS going to, if i didn't write it down sooner or later to get it out)

so i'm just saying sorry. not that it really matters anyways, alison's the only person who really goes on my blog anymore anyways (god bless you alison! you're the only one left! hahaha!)